Nov 04, 2009
Can you relate to this???
I had what you might say was a bit of a breakdown, well to be honest I became absolutely terrified of God. All because I went to a homegroup. Because she spoke in tongues a lot and did some amazing 'Spiritual' things, being asked by her to attend her homegroup was like wow! I thought I would get closer to God.
She talked about justice a lot - that was o.k, I hadn't a clue about any of that sort of stuff really. Then she would talk about a Derek Prince book she had read "Entering the presence of God" and it had the character attributes of God (way over my head). I had my first freak-out I guess when she started talking how God was a God of wrath and judgement. She would say that quite often. And then when I was fully absolutely wacko freaked she gave me a book by John Bevere called "The Fear of the Lord" to read. I can't even describe what it was like reading the first chapter of that book.
It was not long after that the panic attacks became more frequent, I would have them quite frequently especially before going to church because I was so scared. Opening the bible made me sweat like crazy and made my heart race real bad.
I know you might be asking why did I let myself get into this? I don't know! I trusted someone I guess.
So I think what I am trying to tell you is that your website is a lifesaver and your book is just incredible.
Thank you for helping the broken :-)
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