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by radio roswell
Thu Jan 28, 2016 7:59 pm
Forum: Discussing The Journey
Topic: Counting Our Feelings
Replies: 23
Views: 6504

Re: Counting Our Feelings

I see feelings now as an indicator of a deeper issue of not being true to myself. When I begin to move out from an unconditional to conditional love approach to those in my life including myself.They warn me of this. I'm thankful for them. The last few years have been spent with much purging of fals...
by radio roswell
Sat Sep 05, 2015 8:08 am
Forum: Discussing The Journey
Topic: Confessions of a bitter x-fundy
Replies: 7
Views: 2857

Confessions of a bitter x-fundy

I have a confession They say the church is where we come to confess our sins one to another. Well brothers and sisters , since this is one of the only churches I have left I need to confess. The last few years have been a series of evolving out of the bitterness of IC life. I was reading some 2009 p...
by radio roswell
Sat Aug 01, 2015 10:39 am
Forum: Discussing The Journey
Topic: Rob Bell event.
Replies: 10
Views: 2386

Re: Rob Bell event.

Hi Jeff and Aida, Great thoughts from you both. Only in the last week I listened to this Podcast from Rob where he interviews Carlton Pearson, another heretic LOL: http://robbell.podbean.com/e/episode-27-at-the-brady-with-carlton-pearson/ At about 71 minutes Carlton recounts an episode in an LGBT c...
by radio roswell
Fri Jul 24, 2015 8:21 am
Forum: Discussing The Journey
Topic: Rob Bell event.
Replies: 10
Views: 2386

Re: Rob Bell event.

Thanks for the link Ian, will check it out .
by radio roswell
Sun Jul 19, 2015 2:09 pm
Forum: Discussing The Journey
Topic: Rob Bell event.
Replies: 10
Views: 2386

Rob Bell event.

Everything is spiritual. On Thursday night I went to see Rob Bell at the Tabernacle in Atlanta. For some reason I felt compelled to go since my liking of his "Love Wins". Coming out of the evangelical western paradigm of literalism in all things Bible has been something I have desperately ...
by radio roswell
Thu Jun 04, 2015 9:03 pm
Forum: Free Believers Central
Topic: No good deed goes unpunished...
Replies: 11
Views: 2505

Re: No good deed goes unpunished...

Thanks. Oh yeah I get that too sometimes. The middle of the night doomsday flashes. Doing much better now. If I examine deep enough and get still enough I can usually locate the trigger points of the anxiety. Sometimes it's pretty elusive. Here's a song by that very title. 8-) It's from the musical ...
by radio roswell
Tue Jun 02, 2015 9:47 am
Forum: Free Believers Central
Topic: No good deed goes unpunished...
Replies: 11
Views: 2505

Re: No good deed goes unpunished...

I don't think there is an arrival point anymore. I used to but it seems that too is an illusion. the other day after memorial Day weekend I had a full blown anxiety attack. Doubled over in stomach pains , sever diarrhea , shortness of breath and flat out panic. A trip to the ER found me lying there ...
by radio roswell
Thu Apr 30, 2015 9:55 am
Forum: Free Believers Central
Topic: Serendipitous stuff you don't expect.
Replies: 9
Views: 1943

Re: Serendipitous stuff you don't expect.

Forgive me for not minding my own business brother but where abouts were you when he was in his teens? Was it shared custody? Shared custody until he was 13 then to his mom's. He complained that we made him to chores and pick up after himself . We moved to Georgia 2 years later. But a couple weeks ...
by radio roswell
Wed Apr 29, 2015 7:19 pm
Forum: Free Believers Central
Topic: Serendipitous stuff you don't expect.
Replies: 9
Views: 1943

Re: Serendipitous stuff you don't expect.

Wow, great story bro, mine ? not so much. Same name of a son different results I think. :? As you know my son Austin packed up everything he owns..a wide screen tv and an xbox about 100 games and left for the south. He wound up in Savannah GA. At first he liked it. But then he made some really boneh...
by radio roswell
Tue Apr 28, 2015 8:20 pm
Forum: Free Believers Central
Topic: I cringe...
Replies: 25
Views: 4861

Re: I cringe...

I'm in a weird but blissful place now. Life isn't easier but I'm finding my reaction to it easier if that makes sense. I have no longer a reason to prove anything. Not even my purpose of exsistence. I mean I am still very active in creative musical writing and sense of artistic expression ...but it ...
by radio roswell
Thu Apr 16, 2015 1:59 pm
Forum: Free Believers Central
Topic: I cringe...
Replies: 25
Views: 4861

Re: I cringe...

Much of what you are talking about is variously spoken of as adapting or acclimatizing to the "inherent thusness of things as they are" (colloquially - "it is what it is"). The release from almost inconceivably deep bondage that is mostly too subtle, built-in and entrenched to n...
by radio roswell
Mon Apr 13, 2015 8:52 pm
Forum: Free Believers Central
Topic: I cringe...
Replies: 25
Views: 4861

Re: I cringe...

Yeah, previous marriage. It's been an ongoing battle. He's a decent kid but my parents enabled him and his mom does the opposite, he's 27 now. You just can't play video games all day and expect to be baby sat. Anyway. He's on the road now. He seems happy and determined. I kind of envy the freedom. J...
by radio roswell
Mon Apr 13, 2015 10:43 am
Forum: Free Believers Central
Topic: I cringe...
Replies: 25
Views: 4861

Re: I cringe...

I don't think you even have to come to terms with it. I've never been to China either. It's over there and I've heard about it. What I mean is.... It's as it comes. No answers because the question is so vast. I just spent a week in Florida. It was beautiful. I was by the pool with a drink in my han...
by radio roswell
Sat Apr 11, 2015 5:02 pm
Forum: Free Believers Central
Topic: I cringe...
Replies: 25
Views: 4861

Re: I cringe...

I don't think you even have to come to terms with it. I've never been to China either. It's over there and I've heard about it. What I mean is.... It's as it comes. No answers because the question is so vast. I just spent a week in Florida. It was beautiful. I was by the pool with a drink in my hand...
by radio roswell
Tue Mar 17, 2015 7:37 pm
Forum: Free Believers Central
Topic: The Bible - and I wonder
Replies: 23
Views: 4503

Re: The Bible - and I wonder

Nothing anymore is as I imaged it to be. I feel good about the excersise of seeking peace these days. I no longer am bogged down by worrying about the divine plan as I used to be..well at least for the time being. ;) It is as it is. The Bible is a bit of a long past freind now. It isn't scary but ju...